Friday, February 6, 2009

I dug out all my love letters.Read them.Those sweet memories.First i read was Namirah's.Not nice chapter.Broke up,3 f. reasons.Then sooner later,she got attached -_- .Then it was Raihana's.Hahaha.Gee i miss her man.Then it was hers.I know taking this step will hurt me.But then again.Its nice to relive those moments.This is all i have.Ive extracted some phrase:
Only one-Nah,im not your only one.Now you got a replacement.
Dont ever leave me-I came back but now who's leaving who know?
Promise me that you will always love me-I used to do promises but then.I still do love you.
I need you-No now you dont,im just a fumbag that you took and throw.
I cant live without you-Yes you can.See?
Without your love i cant go on-With someone else's you can.See?
I love you forever and always-I doubt that.

Ok im evil by saying these.But its how i feel.Well im no longer loved or cared by her anymore.I know.Dont lie.Well the last fight really broken my heart.Well its ur pave you carve.Im just a passerby in ur life,since the day i saw met you.Well,hope youre happy using me.Idk if thats not true or not.Ive shaped you enough for the future.Do your thing,and forget the one that shaped you.To be honest,the break up,its not about you going to ITE.Its up to you to believe me or not.Go spread whatever rumor you want about me.Im still missing you,and hope you either return back a piece of my heart you took or just smash it away.Im never good enough for you,since the day you 'love' me.I know.Im nothing.Worse that a dirt and worse than the dust in the wind.Take care my love,im always stuck here waiting for you to return.No one to love me,no one to take care of me,no one here for me.I know.Good luck,and godspeed.

Gonna burn the letters,since it dont mean anything to you.

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